Last couple of days have been pretty hard. Work has been super stressful this week and because of that I have missed W a lot. I miss being able to talk to her about work and stress and honestly just being with her so for the time I'm with her everything was ok. Feeling little better today now that I'm rolling into the weekend and I can relax a little and enjoy myself. Haven't really seen or talked to W since Tuesday and I do find myself wondering how she is. I know she was pretty upset last time I saw her and I do still feel for her and don't want her hurting. I will see her some tomorrow as she will come hang out with D3 before work and I'll be here too. Time to get my "as if" and PMA game face on. Actually, my mental attitude has been pretty good lately except for the stressful couple of days at work. I still feel like I'm on the roller coaster but the hills seem much smaller now. I got an email from her sister's husband today asking how things were going and that the whole family really feels for us and are pulling for us to work this out. That was pretty nice as it's the first i've heard from any of her family since this started. BIL and I though have always gotten along well and are pretty similar so I'm sure no matter what the friendship we have will stay intact. So, PMA...as if...and figure out some fun stuff for D3 and I to do this weekend. Hope everyone has a great weekend!
