I remember looking on my H's facebook and myspace everyday, looking for changes or new postings by the OW, or her creepy little 19 year old friends. My heart would POUND as the page was loading, and I would spend hours recovering from whatever I found.
I made a decision to let the things that werent doing me good go. Real fundamental good, helping my attitude, self-esteem, bank account, health, everything else would go. I stopped checking his pages, texting, trying to trick him into hanging out. And that was probably the #1 thing I did for myself. It felt great to not HAVE to check his pages.
That is some fabulous advice. Sadly, it is advice that I have not been following. I have her Wer Kennt Wen (German facebook essentially) page set up to auto-refresh every 5 minutes, along with the OMs page just to make sure she hasn't added him as a friend. It is such a crutch, but I just can't seem to break free of the jealousy, even though I could kick her to the curb tomorrow without being devastated.
Me40 WAW37 M18 T20 S18,14 D13 EA Bomb 6/08 Sep 11/20/08 Ret 08/09 Sep/Filed 11/09
