Hi Glam, glad you are feeling better. [quote] Thanks for listening. This is probably more of journaling for me and getting things out as opposed to keeping them in. Can you tell, I am confused? Glam I think you are processing not quite the same as confused! We all do it all the time with different aspects of our life. I think you are overwhelmed by it all as it is all huge changes. Can you try breaking things down into smaller changes. First steps and then re evaluate. You could start with the job, I guess not easy given the climate but a smaller chunk of the changes because if you go for the house and not the move away, then you may decide you still want to move away and that will have been false economy if you have to resell in the near future. I think you are being very open and honest and realistic which is good because it puts you in control, survival instincts kick in and you will acomplish so much more,rather than feeling like you are going down with the ship.
Take your time,you are a strong woman and life hasn't been what you expected,but hey whose to say you can't turn that into something better. Like you my extended family was on my H's side and I lost all that but I have since my move made such good close friends they feel like family plus my children are the best.
Underneath your perception of confusion,I see a very strong and capable woman. Try not to over think tho, make sure you have some downtime this week end for you and watch that back. (((())))
