Steady, I have been keeping up with you just don't always know how to help. I get what you are saying. Be alive in the moment. I read a good article on forbes.com called "The Business Secrets of the Trappist Monks." Very similiar mindset. The authors website is linked there as well, very interesting reading. He talks alot about transformation. It seems to me you are working on yourself and it is helping you. So hard to give up the perceived control we think we have.
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It's more of a complete acceptance to what is - because it IS.
That's kinda like "acting as if" vs just acting as, take away the if and you are in a much better place for yourself.
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.