No contact at all this morning from her. Guess it's a case of careful of what you wish for as you may get it. I'm not sure if I miss her or wondering what she is up to. I would have thought she would have contacted me about the garage sale stuff but guess not.

I am mad at myself for not realizing earlier the scope/magnitude of the problem but know I can't do anything about that now. I get it now

Now I'm mad that she's not giving us a chance. I know I can't do anything about thay now

The only thing I can control is my own happiness and take care of me and the boys. I know I can be happy without her, it's just that I need to make that choice. She has made hers. I guess I have to make mine

This roller coaster s@@ks

Me 41
WAW 36
S 3&7
M 10 yrs
W files D 1/9/09
W moves out 4/18
Lost job 6/15
New job 7/27
Disc PA 8/10 (started Nov 2008!)
Confronted 8/11
Admits PA & appologies for hurt 9/11
Lost Job 11/13