OK Bagheera, Lucky and DQ..today after my exercising..i seem so clear in thought...
The more i pursue for my self improvement, the more i feel myself pulling away from him....the more my goals become more "me" oriented...I cant and dont want to wait on him to "wake up"..which is scary..:(..
It took all this time for me to get this way.. and now that I slipped up.. he thinks we have problem...Which i resent the hell out of..so much so.. i dont really care about what i did..
But the real problem lies in the fact that niether of us have been happy, and we both feel we are moving in seperate directions..
