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Personally, I think I would have a really hard time *pretending* to drop the rope and be on my merry way. I would have to literally reach my end in order to behave in a way that shows that I'm done. Not sure if you have that trait as well.


You're right. I don't think most people do and I think you have me pegged, it's gonna be difficult.

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Can you envision your life as a single dad, living with your daughter, healing from this mess, and eventually meeting a beautiful, loving woman who is WORTHY of being your wife and a role model for your daughter?


Not at this point, to be perfectly honest.

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If you cannot visualize it, why not? Do you think that you are unlovable? Do you think that there isn't someone out there that would choose to bring you sunshine?


I'm not sure why. I'm still pretty devestated from what has transpired. Again, I'm not sure.

I guess I need to start believing in myself more. So much to think about. So many dissappointments, so much time invested and lost.


M-41
ex-W-40
Together--17 years
SS-20
D-14
Bomb--2 Feb 09
WAW--6 Feb 09
Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!!
ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!!
Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!