If your WAS would agree...

[NNP1965]

God help me.. please keep us in your prayers this weekend. I don't know how I will survive! I would like to leave the house and stay gone, but that is not really possible.

I don't believe for a second that he wants me, but he is afraid to let go of me. Anytime I find my backbone he panics. He wants to be free and I am willing to let him be... so why won't he go????

I know I have made a mess of my dbing efforts and I don't know where else to turn except lift my prayers God.