Kev there is no way your wife is taking you back at least not anytime in the near future and a good probability NEVER, realize that. Why the hell would she you haven't changed? There are sooo many people here that have told you what you should do and you don't.
I can't imagine how much time and energy 25 puts in her posts. Look how long she was S hell I'm coming on two years, we've been there and done it. Like 25 you are draining my energy. IF there could be just one post from you that had a positive tone it would be easier, "and not yeah I've got a job and get to see my kids."
Kevin I just hope you get some help for YOU not some M that is non-existent.
Me:40 W: 39 T: 17 years M: 15 years S-9 D-6 D final 11/10/2009
"We are all faced with a series of great opportunities brilliantly disguised as insoluble problems."