Really down today. Shes taking the boys to a racing event that we always attended together. I am gonna work on the house as it is on the market. We built it ourselves 5 years ago. and if it does not sell soon I am gonna be in trouble.

I have definately not ruled out OM. in fact I somewhat suspect. but she has done an excellent job of hiding it, but she has done everything you say your wife has. probably better I dont know. I figure it will come out real soon.

I have read most every thread here and it says to take care of yourself and your kids. and I'm trying to do that. I just feel like every dream and hope for the future has been eliminated. as I'm sure most do at this point.