The adventure continues--part 3

[AFWAW]

hooper,
I know I'm right. I just wish it made me feel better at this point. It doesn't. I do have her admission that she's had an affair and probably enough details to find out who the LtCol is.

At this point, I'm torn on what to do as far as reporting or not reporting her. I mean I feel sorry for her and I know I shouldn't. I hope she goes to counseling. I'm going to stop worrying about her for right now. I asked her if she was gonna contact OM again and she said she didn't know. I said well, that's not good. She said even if we got back together then I can't guarantee I wouldn't do this again. She said you'll find someone else. I told her I didn't want to have this conversation with her.

She said she wanted to have her cake and eat it too and she's not going to with me. I have to think about this for a few days. I haven't had a drink this week. I'm not going to drink because of things that happen to me anymore. I'll drink because I want to.

I just can't believe that I threw my heart out there again and she has rejected me and her family yet again.