I don't think I have ever been so mad in my entire life. I gave my all to this man and was best friends with this woman for 6 years. I have nothing but contempt for them both. What love I had for him is gone and it won't ever come back. I am looking ahead to still becoming a better me. I deserve better and am better than all of this. \:\)

"It is excruciating pain. It is the pain of separation, the pain of loss, the pain of dreams and expectations unrealized. It is the loss and death of a mirage."