I wouldn't want my D to have to go through anything like this.... Its interesting, the last few days I am going through what seems like the beginning of detachment... I am happier around the house and am feeling more positive about the future and what I can achieve within my new life. I admit I do get down moments. But the simple fact is that my H is and has made a choice to be with someone and it is not me. He has treated me badly in all of this but I have to be the better person here. I believe in Go and pray but at the moment am challenged......they say that believing in God is believing in what we cannot see. I am trying to just live with that. At the end of the day I want to be with a man who loves and cherishes me, who wants me to take his name and is more than happy to buy me a ring. I want to be with a man who is prepared to stay in a M against adversity because he honours the commitment that was made and believes in me enough to weather the storm. Like lot of us posting here I have made mistakes, I have made choices that have been less than perfect but I try to love with my whole heart and consider myself to be a faithful person and a committed one. Whether its my H or not I want to be with someone in my life who doesnt think that another woman is a more credible option. I want t be with someone who thinks that I am the one. If not, I would rather be with myself.
