I'm so happy with myself today. I didn't look at the phone once to see if he'd texted me. I actually didn't think about him all that much today. I sang along with the radio and talked to a friend on the way home from work instead of crying that he wasn't going to be home when I got there. I didn't check his Facebook page during my lunch hour to see if he updated it. Yeah, I do a lot of things that probably aren't healthy for me. There were a couple of time when I started to get sad, but I'd just find something to keep me busy until the moment passed. I don't know what happened to cause this change in my attitude, but I really like it.
