Thank you for your encouraging words. - Yes, I do have fun dating and all my GFs also enjoy listening to my stories. One of my GFs could hardly stop laughing yesterday when I told her that I just couldn't remember one guy's name when we said goodbye - LOL.
Journaling:
Today I was really frustrated. My neighbour wanted to pull out some shrubs using my garden as access since his fence was in the way. Although I didn't like the idea and him pulling them out because I would be too exposed to him I agreed, since I thought it is better to have a friendly relationship with my neighbours.
As soon as the workmen came along I regretted doing it and I will for sure never agree to anything like it again! We agreed one thing yesterday and when they arrived today they did something else and claimed that I agreed to it.
Although I didn't tell any of my neighbours that I am D, I have the feeling that some of them think they can walk all over me since they have not seen any man around the house for a long time.
I was so stressed out and frustrated that I could hardly eat any lunch. I don't mind living on my own for most of the time but in situations like the above I do miss a supportive man around the house.
Just yesterday I wrote that the "hiker" did not contact me anymore and today he phoned me. He just told me that he has been very busy working and that's why he didn't call me before. I told him if he wanted to go somewhere he is welcome to phone me again. – He even mentioned that he thought recently that he hadn't heared from a girlfriend for ages and then the next day her boyfriend got in touch with him for some work. – Sometimes strange things happen.
Tomorrow evening I am going to dinner including a play and am looking forward to it. I asked the lady who is organizing it to put me next to a nice single gentleman – LOL. She said that she will see what she can do for me.
