Oh FIB, this is really getting ridiculous. It's like a cruel joke.
There is no reason why you shouldnt walk with your head held high.
Fib, I know how difficult this is for you. My heart is breaking for my son who is stuggling so much. I could not imagine going through this with young children.
You know, children really dont need much. They need to know they are loved and accepted and safe. They need to know that they have someone they could come to when they are in trouble or need to talk. They need to have someone who is always on their side no matter what and that they could make mistakes and still be loved. So, I know your children are going to be ok. Here's why - you.
Just try to get through this. It is a finite amount of time. Then take it slow and begin your new life. Do not try to think of everything all at once. Take it step by step. Day by day.
You always said something to me and I really believed it when you did - "You are going to be ok." (and so are your children) - I just know it.