Geez antlers. You sound as bad as me. Pull yourself together man. You have a good career. Probably a house and probably some retirement saving.
So a house and retirement savings is what helps one find internal happiness as a human being? Those are "things" and yes, they can offer you stability but at your core they arent what one needs to be happy, complete and whole as a person.
Do you have kids? If so, they need you to be strong for them.
Part of being strong is to be positive and the other part is being able to make and execute plans.
You are far better off than others. One of my biggest worries is money ans a house now and I have no retirement.
You have identified your worries. What is your plan to tackle those worries? Have you created a budget to begin to save so your "worries" become "goals" and eventually a reality?
You are going to be ok. Enjoy your kids if you have them. Go to meetup.com go to church. Read the bible. Pray and trust in God. Seek friends. Find a hobby you will like.
All good suggestions that we all should be doing if we are in a stable marriage or not.
Get a grip. You have a lot in place for you. Work out. Read DBing and DR.
Be the better option at all time. If w wants more money, that's beyond our control right now. But we can be everything else.
You will be ok. Go get some meds.
I truly hope you follow your own advice. I really do hope that for you more than anything.
I have to admit, its frustrating when you gloss over all that is being posted to you. And I hope you plan to create and post some solid goals soon.
