Geez antlers. You sound as bad as me. Pull yourself together man. You have a good career. Probably a house and probably some retirement saving.

Do you have kids? If so, they need you to be strong for them.

You are far better off than others. One of my biggest worries is money ans a house now and I have no retirement.

You are going to be ok. Enjoy your kids if you have them. Go to meetup.com go to church.
Read the bible. Pray and trust in God. Seek friends. Find a hobby you will like.

I like scooters. I'm going to look more into them and scooter groups. Be positive in front of your wife and confident even when you hurt the most.

Cry in private not in front of her.

Get a grip. You have a lot in place for you. Work out. Read DBing and DR.

Be the better option at all time. If w wants more money, that's beyond our control right now. But we can be everything else.

You will be ok. Go get some meds.

Kevin

Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...