The adventure continues--part 3

[AFWAW]

Lucky,
What you say makes sense. We talked a lot about what we wanted out of the future together last night. I have made significant steps in the GAL area. The things that are really bothering me right now are:
The fact that she is not home right now and has possible inclination for purposeful interaction w/ OM or possible interaction from OM due to him contacting her--either way--bad news.

The fact that she's comparing me to OM and telling me about it and then asking her friends about who's better--way insane considering that it would be short-term w/ OM and lose me and her family for that matter FOREVER!!!!

The fact that I told her that I would forgive her if she would come home right now and work on our marriage and she has to think about it!!!!

My patience is wearing very, very, very thin at this point and while I do have compassion for my wife I don't like the fact that I have basically thrown my heart out again and am watching it get stomped on yet again.

Bottom line, she needs to make a decision soon.