So I'm off to get ready.. feeling extremely nervous for some reason, lost all my confidence. I think this is because pressure of expectation has been building since my friend texted to tell me he loved me and wanted to come back to me..and becuase he didnt follow up his original invite/comment with a phonecall, like he said he would (typical) to tell me if he was going or not tonight (or see if I am going, guess he assumes I will be!)...but then of course he did ring ME Tuesday and mention it and I gather from Cher its all on tonight!
Its just more of the same.. me on the backfoot, him holding all the cards...
I am not intending to get into any R talk or do any crying, as we didnt last time I saw him back home, hopefully it will just be a fun night out with friends. There are 6 of us going afterall I think, so thats good!
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
