Jack I CAN NOT find a counselor with NO MONEY to pay one.
AND I have gotten some self control, I dont talk to him or see him. I havent done this in a MONTH.

Do you not believe me Jack. I dont see or talk to him anymore.

Jack I dont even post something of my myspace in fear that he may see it and THINK I am thinking of him. I am working on NOT mentioning his name to ANYONE PERIOD.
I am taking steps, what do you all want me to say?
Do you want me to say I dont care anymore. I cant do that.

Last edited by sunshinelewis; 04/23/09 05:27 PM.
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M:42
H:40
S:18
M:20yrs/together 21yrs
Bomb:9/08 ILYBNILWY
Sep:9/18/08 "ow" :25
Filed:11/18/08
D:12/8/08
M:Different 26 yr. old 7/09.
Newborn 4/10