WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 7

[confusedinpa]

We traded some more text/emails this morning as I asked what she was planning on taking. Nothing too controversial.

I told her that I will move the stuff into the garage bay so it won't be so disruptive to the kids when they are sleeping. Part of it was that I figure that when she picked it up, I wouldn't see her as much. The stuff she is selling in the yard sale is "her stuff" that she had bought for her craftroom/jewelry making stuff. There was a couple of things that she wanted to sell that I said I would like and she said no problem.

I tried to get off the phone right after that but then she asked how my visit with my mom and aunt went. I said it went well, we went out for a nice dinner and some shopping.

I tried to end the call again, but then she asked about a trip at the end of May that I had mentioned to her that I was going to take with the kids. When I first brought it up, she said that she wasn't going to go. I told her that I was still planning on going and she was welcome to come and I left it at that.

She sounded sad/soft. No hurt/anger that she had on occassion. I almost asked her if she wanted to get together for lunch but I thought that would still be too early.

Finally I was able to say goodbye.

I tried to be nice and friendly, but hopefully I wasn't too cold.

Oddly, I still don't really miss her. Perhaps it because I'm still frustrated, sad, bitter, angry so I can't miss her when I feel that way. Who knows. I hope she misses me soon.

I can't wait to see my kids when I pick them up!