ok... last night .. i tried to ask H if he was avoiding me b/c he was still angry w/ me and was not able to talk to me... he just kinda laughed and said "im not avoiding you.. but ya I guess I may be mad still.." He had this condescending smirk... I know he is still mad.. but it makes me so mad that he puts off this air of I have done all this damage alone..
Im not saying anything else to him until he comes to me..he will have to decide when that will be...