I really needed that pick-me-up today. It's funny how the little things can still get us down when we feel like we're doing ok in general. I have put it a bit more in perspective this morning though. At the end of the day, I need to keep looking at this from my W's point of view. She doesn't want to come back to me right now. That's just the way it is. For this reason, why would she consider keeping me as 'The other half of me' on Bebo? She's only being true to herself right now. It's my job now to convince her that I really am someone she wants to be with again. I believe I'm definitely making progress on that front but I'm not there yet by a long shot. I do think I'm on the right track though. By the baby steps I'm seeing, I just need to keep on as I'm going and continuing my journey in to self discovery and improvement. It's no longer a case of stopping doing what isn't working because I feel what I am doing is working. It's just a slow process which takes the occassional knock every time I see something which reminds me how precarious my situation actually is. If we gave up on everything when it became difficult we'd never be good at doing anything. There are other aspects of my life where I've persevered and come out better for it so this should be no different. Self belief is a wonderful weapon to hold.
Kev
Me: 32, Wife: 22 Son: 2 Married: 2 years Separated: January 5th 2009
Sometimes you have to become lost before you can find yourself.
