I know it's tough but you shouldn't worry about what you can't control. Like 25 said, you can pray for your H and be the better person in the long run. Yea, short term it sucks but down the road this will only make you stronger. I know what you mean, thinking about your H and the OW. But with time, it will pass.

How is the hiking training coming along? I'm up to running 4 miles a day now. I can't imagine doing it with a 30 lb backpack.

Me - 39
W - 39
D - 11
D - 8
S - 5
Served - 04/14/09
Temporary Court Orders - 04/27/09

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.