So today has been another somewhat stressful and distant day with W. She was out last night (again...never know where she is staying) and called on her way to work this morning. The call woke me up and when she asked how I was doing I just replied that I was sleepy. She asked about D3 and I told her she was fine just missing her mommy some the night before. I then told her that when I picked D3 up from school yesterday they told me they are having a spring singing event Friday afternoon at 5pm. W blew up on me about not telling her sooner and all. I replied with I just found out yesterday afternoon and I didn't see or talk to you last night and this was the first chance I had. Guess I could have sent her a text with it the night before but honestly it doesn't matter since she has to work Friday while it is going on. She sent me a text later apologizing and saying she was upset because she was going to miss it. I told her I knew it was hard because she wanted to be there and that I would record it for her and asked her what she wanted me to use to record it. She then said that her mom had sent her an email and that she wasn't sure how to take it. I asked what it was about and got no response. I'm curious as to what it was because I don't know how her parents are taking all this. I know they like me but I don't know if they would be pressuring her to try to work things out or pressuring her to go see a lawyer. I guess I shouldn't dwell on it because I have no way to find out until W decides I should know. W is working tonight so I'm sure she will stay out so I probably won't physically see her until Saturday at the earliest. It sucks because I do miss her. I know she went to look at apartments yesterday and don't know how that went so she could possibly be moving out at the end of the month. That is really going to suck for awhile as I'll be in the house alone. I'm sure that will weigh on me for awhile but I have to face up to it. I think I'm going to do some painting and rearrange everything after she moves out to take up some of the alone time and to make the place more mine. Has anyone else ever done this? I think it will make me feel better but it may make me think more about her being gone.
