Thanks stuck- I am sorry too. I guess all this time I had hoped he'd change his mind, prayed and prayed, saw changes but no matter what I did or said to him- it was always the wrong thing.
It always seemed so far away that I tried to not worry about time, but as I see that I only have 2 weeks left @ school, it just hit me.
I'm just really angry and disappointed.
I actually am in the airport, I flew home for my sisters graduation and so that will be a nice distraction, but still hard cause everyone wants to be asking questions.
I honestly can say this is the most horrible thing I've gone through. I feel such a loss, emptiness and I don't even want to think about ever being with anyone else in the future. After everything that should be foolish of me but I can't help it. I feel like I've lost the love of my life and I don't even know why.
