I feel like I'm too easily accessible. He knows I'm going to be there when he needs me or when he wants something. I feel like he knows I'm just waiting for him to come home and isn't really concerned that I'm going anywhere. I also think that I'm too transparent when I am around him and have a hard time being mysterious. He knows me so well that even when I don't say anything and just look at him he can tell what I'm thinking. I want to shake him up and question his certainty of me always being there. I don't know if just GAL and being positive around him will do that. Will it? How can I become more mysterious? I don't want to play games and act like I'm seeing people, but it sure is tempting.
