After H left lastnight, D's BF said that now it's time for me to move on, that I'm beautiful and can find someone better. I looked at him and said, sure right now I'm dressed up but... And he said I've sen you at your worst and you're still beautiful. D's bestfriend agreed with him.

I guess my self-esteem has been quite low...I don't know if they're just trying to make me feel better. I'm thinking at my age, it would be difficult to meet someone... I wish I was 25 yrs younger!

Trampledheart

M51, H49, D21
M 23yrs, T 28yrs
3/07 - OW Bomb
6/07 - move to MIL's; OW relocate
10/07 - OW2 Bomb
5/08 - secretly move to OW2's
end/08 - secretly get beach apt w/OW2
2/09 I petition Legal Sep, not served yet