Thanks X & PD, Yes... Things seem different now, but she constantly reminds me "...how close I came." and "You're getting a little bit too comfortable." and "I'm starting to feel pressure." She commented on the ML and said that she wanted to do it, but wasn't ready for the "emotional repercussions." We continue to have good conversation, and last night she somewhat warned me not to get too gung ho... In bed this morning she said,"You love me don't you?" When I answered in the affirmative, she has a slight perplexed, far away look. Today, she called me and she proposed that at some point we start seeing the MC again. I have an appointment with an individual therapist next Tuesday and I told her because that is my son's birthday and she asked if we were going to do anything that night. She said, "You didn't tell me about that!" All in all, she has repeatedly told me (or suggested) to keep reading. She really wants me to connect with her daughters. And after our phone conversation today, she sent me an e-mail and i quote, "It’s a fine line for you feeling guilt and remorse because “historically” what has happened is that you went into your shell of pity. I hope today, you will be able to look forward and show ME what our future could be. I want you to be the man I need and be positive!!!"
