Thank you for posting on my thread. I am glad that you like to read my posts and that they give you some hope.
I am sorry that your H is not the partner you really need and want but like braveheart said, he is in MLC and you will get no help from him. I can imagine how devastated and overwhelmed you are with all the responsibilities.
I wish you a peaceful rest of the week and a lovely week-end. (((HUGS)))