I always felt like there was a battle going on inside my W between her narcissistic side and her good side. Well, it looks like the bad guys won.
So I've had to ask myself, why in the world do I want to be married to a narcissist? To someone who doesn't really feel empathy? To someone who wants her spouse to be little more than a mirror mirror on the wall who always tells her that she's the fairest of them all?
And besides, now that my W had an A and I know about it, I think she knows that I'll never be that mirror on the wall anymore. It's like she can't stand people knowing that she has faults, which shows that she's really afraid of true intimacy.
Whoa, waitaminute . . . who hijacked my thread???? SW, ARE WE MARRIED TO THE SAME WOMAN???
