Yeah, I figure if she decides she does want to work on the R it will be awhile from now...after she moves out. And honestly I don't think the thing with OM is completely done and until then she won't want to nor will I honestly. So for now...still moving forward with everything and will take each day as it comes. Good thing is that I don't feel as bad these days about it or about things if they don't work out. I still don't want things to end but I know that I'll be ok if they do. That I'll still have an awesome relationship with D3. And that when the time comes I'll be a lot better off to start a new relationship and be a better man in it than I have been. As much as all this sucks it's good in away because it was a wake up call for me to work on myself and become the best man I can so no matter what I have to be thankful for it.
