Baggy - maybe its just me, but what does this mean exactly?:
"We also had a nice discussion regarding sexual polarity, and taking stock of where we are as a couple in moving towards that polarity. Despite still seeming to be very uncomfortable with doing so, my wife admitting feeling some -tendrils- of desire toward exploring her femininity in that manner."
I know you were just journaling, but I couldn't help but get happy and excited for you...but then to come to this line and realize, I have no clue what you are referring to. Maybe I missed something? What is "it" that she is feelings some tendrils of desire "toward"?