This time of year is really hard for me and the whole S. This is the time W and I would be doing all the yard work together, we made a great team as far as planning where things would go ect. Last night I was over with my D as W took S to Cub Scouts, we switch off meetings. She was telling me how this weekend she is getting mulch delivered I just hate that I can't/won't be there to help her with it. She also got a few tress/sticks from S school to plant for Arbor Day and was telling me where she was going to plant them...I know it sounds stupid but it just sucks.


Me:40
W: 39
T: 17 years
M: 15 years
S-9
D-6
D final 11/10/2009

"We are all faced with a series of great opportunities brilliantly disguised as insoluble problems."