Every morning i get up .. it seems bleaker.. we dont argue we dont say mean things..it just seems to crumble a little bit more.. neither one of us are able to reach out to the other.. he is suspicious of me and my intentions..he thinks i am planning a divorce anyway..and I have told him I just didnt know how i felt.. and he doesnt believe. me.. He doesnt know how he feels..or he does and isnt sharing it..
