Just curious why didn't you just call the kids? I know its hard but you can do it. I've been in the S for a loooong time and it took me a looong time to realize it's best to give space. It's natural to feel down just don't let your W see it.
Me:40 W: 39 T: 17 years M: 15 years S-9 D-6 D final 11/10/2009
"We are all faced with a series of great opportunities brilliantly disguised as insoluble problems."