So I realized this morning that I have falled off my DB'ing bandwagon. It started Easter weekend when he contacted me. I thought I had blown it off and played it cool, but looking back I realize that I slowly started pursuing him again. I got too eager and started going forward with I don't know what.
I keep finding reasons to see him, like the necklace. It didn't really need to be picked up. My D could have lived without it, but I agreed because it would give me a reason to go to his house. Instead of just picking it up and leaving I engaged my H in a conversation and cleverly got him to suggest lunch.
I don't think that I've really done the LRT to it's fullest extent. I don't think I'm doing myself any favors with what I'm doing. It's time for me to regroup and refocus on GAL and stop trying to create situations to see him. If he wants to see me then he'll just have to call.
