Thanks Kat... be patient yes. Wow, noone will ever accuse me of impatience for the rest of my life!
So I listened back to the last 10 minutes of the convo last night (yay for dictaphones).. and it was fine! There were a couple of little pauses, but barely noticeable, just feels worse in the moment. I was smiling listening to it, as I was so funny! Not really hahaha, just chatty, sweet, funny.. and he was laughing and making me laugh too. We sounded pretty connected, considering all thats happened. When it came to the band night thing, he clearly said he was thinking of going... I then brilliantly acted not bothered and launched into a funny story from last time we were there, forcing him to then say again he was thikning of going and maybe we could meet then and he clearly said he would call me again about bandnight and let me know.
So.. I did well! Woke up a little bit excited.. although this is going to be a long road, I can tell, some more weeks yet I think (i'm still counting on May!!).. but I also feel a little sad for the Piscean..