I'm ready to wake up now...........

[Silent Chrleader]

...You are a success! A daughter and son who love you and support you is more success than many of us get!.....

Yes, you're right, and I am so very grateful I have them! They are the light of my life and really, in many ways, the very reason I keep going sometimes. Even when they are a pain in the backside, I wouldn't trade them for anything......nor would I give a plug nickel for others like them either, but I digress...... [My grandfather used to say that to us kids......and since my D24 is watching........]

... .. H won't be "the squeaky wheel" with his med nurse and tell her the two ADs he's tried are making him stay in the bathroom an awful lot! ......

This made me laugh! Perhaps I'm naive, but I'm not sure why an AD would make him go to the bathroom.....??? But, I can relate anyway because there's a reason my H calls me "peanut bladder".....

...I'd like to get back to that time even if my brain was just on 'screensaver' some of the time!

Me too!!!! I told my Doctor that I was really ready to wake up now.....thus the name for this thread!

BND, I know that a year is nothing comparatively speaking. And patience is not my strong suit at all. I often wish that I could have like an earphone that I wear as I move through my life with all the wise people I have had the privilege of "knowing" on these boards on the other end, so you could all tell me what to do and say that I won't regret later! People like yourself, BND, and yellowrose, and snodderly, and 25years, and Puppy, and Babygirl, and Glam, and sandycay, and......the list goes on.

I have been talking more to the guy from that dating site. We have yet to actually meet, but we have had some pretty amazing conversations on the phone. I don't know what to think or feel about that. He makes me laugh. H has a GF and is moving in with her. I don't think he is coming back. This other guy seems so much more down to earth and easy going and genuine. I guess time will tell......