The adventure continues--part 3

[AFWAW]

Well, no contact at all today from the wife. Wait, she sent an email. Great, apparently she's too ashamed to call? Here's part of the email:

Thank you for being there for me. I can't believe I've let my shambles of a life come to this. You called our daughter your little rock, but you're mine. You are so forgiving and kind. I wish I could snap out of this funk. I can't imagine if I came back how I would ever earn your forgiveness or your trust again.

She also says she doesn't want to move away from this area? I don't know about that. I think it would be easier if she were to come home to start fresh somewhere new. Thought on this one?

I did email her back and said:
I meant what I said about forgiving you. I won't hold it over your head. You don't have to imagine it, you just have to believe it. I know that this is not easy for you but you have the option to try. Take it. Come home and we can work on this
together. Please carefully consider what you are doing and what you are saying. I love you and care about you and know that you are about to either make one of the best or one of the worst decisions in your life! Know that I am rooting for you. Know and believe that this is NOT unfixable.

Ok, I know I'm going to get bashed for that but hey, bash away. At this point, I think she's on the fence. She's admitted it and can't seem to believe that she has an option. I am feeling awfully vindictive today as well. I hope that when the time is right I don't do something I will regret. I am still contemplating calling someone. We'll see. I'll think about it.

So, while the email was slightly pursuing, she knows there is a door available here if she wants to take it. Only God knows if she will take it.

So, thoughts at this point? I'm all ears. You guys have been my rock.