He emailed me back after I apologized and explained why I had called his dad. He doesn't appear upset. Said he isn't moving back to Canada and that he needs his visa and passport as ID for a PO box? Also he said because well because. Like he has other reasons and doesn't care to divulge them. *sigh* He took the dog to the pound and said someone adopted him immediately. I guess he is serious when he says he doesn't want to be responsible for anyone but himself. Going to start GAL and just enjoy my life with my kids. This worrying and anxiety crap is really getting on my nerves. Going to go eat breakfast with my bestfriend in the morning after work and will drop his visa and passport off to him. Going to be my happy go lucky self and smile though my heart is breaking. This has got to get easier someday.
"It is excruciating pain. It is the pain of separation, the pain of loss, the pain of dreams and expectations unrealized. It is the loss and death of a mirage."
