I'm new to Piecing but have been following your sitch for a while. It has given me a glimpse into what I'm starting. I'm certainly not looking forward to getting back onto the roller coaster that you're on right now but I suppose it can't be helped.
I think you're handling the sitch with a lot of patience, I hope I can do the same.
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