Slowly but surely - detach and 180

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Forget my previous question. Of course I should not mention it. And really I should even want to. I didn't do it for her. I did it for me. If I am doing things just to get W back or make her jealous or whatever than what is the point I could just lie and tell her I was doing things when I wasn't.

Going out is to make me happier and it did. None of her business what I do and I don't need to go trying to wave it in her face. This is my same old pattern. Thinking about what SHE would think instead of what I think.