I sent the email and I know she opened it. I don't need a response, I just needed to put it out there. Here is what I actually sent.
I have waited to do this until my feelings were a little clearer to me, but that hasn't happened yet and I fear if I wait too long I just won't send this. I'm not sure what to say or even how to say this, but I need you to know how this makes me feel.
I am incredibly hurt and saddened by your offer to let H and The Troll rent your house. I wish I could put into words how this whole thing has made me feel, but I don't even understand. Considering how close we are or were and what I considered to be out "mother/daugher" relationship, this feels like a complete betrayal.
I just wanted to be honest because I don't really know what else to say. Maybe you can help me "get it" or I'll come to grips with it whenever I come to grips with it.
In the end, you need to do whatever you think is right for your son and yourself and what I think or how I feel doesn't factor into it. I just needed you to know how I feel.
So we shall see...
Last edited by Sugar and Spice; 04/21/0907:18 PM.
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option