Thanks for the response. I know - it's a fine line. I have a DB coach and she would prefer that I see him from time to time. Since we are separated, there are long periods between face-to-face contact. And she wants me to be the kind of person that he would want to spend time with. So, I've been very strong, positive, funny etc. But, then I think = what the ____ am I doing? He cheated on me and left me. Why is he enjoying me? I realize that I am coming from a place of still wanting my marriage to work, so I'm doing what I need to. But sometimes, it's a tough road to walk.
