Very confused today. I've had a lot of anxiety lately. I think that seeing H last week gave me hope and I'm afraid of my feelings being crushed yet again. Anyway, he has a job interview on Thursday and went to the house today to get a suit. I let him know that it wasn't OK for him to go to the house unless we had a specific plan. He was very apologetic - said that he needed to get to the dry cleaner in time etc. We "chatted" for a while on gmail and I mentioned that I'd like to talk to him about some ideas that I have for a pet care business that we started together. It is now his, but any money that he makes directly affects me. He hasn't been getting much work, so I wanted to talk with him about it. I thought he would think that we should just continue gmail chatting, but he wrote "coffee tonight?" I know that it's good that he wants to see me again so soon, but I'm also afraid that he thinks I'm his buddy. One of my friends said that he shouldn't have that kind of access to me. He's sleeping with another woman and I'm having coffee with him. I know that I'm in the fight of my life to get my marriage back, but is there a downside to seeing him again? Of course, I will be DBing and acting upbeat and positive, but I don't want him to get the impression that I am fine with everything and there for him. Advice please????????????
