Feel a bit better now, going to get an early night and replace fluids, lol! Too much information...
Anyway, I love Real Astrologers.. looks like it might be 2 more months!!! Arrghh.. They say:
"Major shifts take place this week, and I'm sure all you sensitive folks with highly attuned antennae are going to feel it. This is going to be the week we resolve an issue that has been hanging over our heads and holding us back. With that resolution, we can move forward into new territory and, if we look back at all, at least it will be with no regrets."
Wow... today (and tommorow).. is a momentous day for Piscens, Venus, Mars, Uranus and the Moon all conjoin in Pisces, at 29' of Pisces in fact.. 29' degrees is the very last degree of the last sign of the zodiac.. its endings and new beginnings and finally being free of something.. well, my biggest stress for months now has been my final degree show (ha, other than my ex, of course).
I woke up this morning at 7 am with visions!! Ping! I saw vivid visions of all three pieces of sculpture I need for my show, in detail.. and just spent 3 hours sketching them, researching to make sure they will work and writing a shopping list of what I need. Thank god as I have 4 weeks till the deadline.
So I am excited!! I texted the Piscean at 8 am to tell him as he has been very supportive (he is an artist and said something will fall into place). I havent told the Leo, as I havent heard from him since Saturday!
Great news re your art work, now you don't have to cut off your ear! I think I see why you texted fish and not lion. Enjoy rest of the day. It is glorious here.
Good news on xBF. Be careful not to get too high or too low w/him. Remember he is still in for a lot of work even if he does come back to you. He still has his issues to sort out, but I know it would be nice to be there to support him through it as it will be difficult for him.
You'll need to continue to be this "new" you regardless of what happens w/xBF. This "discovery" of your happy self has led him to take notice, so make sure you are noticing as well and continuing to grow w/the New Ali!
Exciting stuff on the art front as well. I'm looking forward to seeing what you come up with.
I hope you can rest and feel better soon. Being sick is never any fun.
Thanks guys.. K.. me and the Piscean had a long phonecall the other night, it was very neutral, just friends.. about art and mortgages etc! Each advising the other and I explained about my feelings for my ex and was honest. So he said, but text me if you get inspiration.. that was all! No kisses on the text, I promise!
Rob, I still feel I am my OLD self.. which is the point, why he said, she is again the girl I fell in love with. I havent changed really, just snapped out of some fears and phobias that caused me so much stress that I kept getting this mystery virus (21 times in a row) and it put alot of strain on our R. Of coruse, I dont know if thats why he left, but BMF and wife, J and other MF back home seem to summise it might be why. Personally I think it was a combination of things. I will probably never know!
I'm getting over it now.. been to college and made a start, so yes, I will post pics of the exhibition on FB once its up in 5 weeks time! (eek!). One of the pieces is going to be called I think "The destruction of Pluto on the white bloom of innocence".
No word from him... I feel sad about it today. Try as I might to not get too low, as you say.. its just endlessly disappointing, to hear such exciting news and then.. nothing. Perhaps its just another false alarm, like the news of February 6th and NYEve and 27th December.. and last Novemeber.. and last July.. and last March ..and....
just snapped out of some fears and phobias that caused me so much stress that I kept getting this mystery virus (21 times in a row) and it put alot of strain on our R
That is a major change! Don't sell yourself short as doing this has changed you significantly. I'm quite sure he's noticed the "old Ali" but also how much "this Ali" is different.
As for his reason(s) for leaving, that is all about him and nothing to do w/you. Remember that as he has his own mountains to climb.
Try not to read too much into his non-contact. It will only lead to disappointment. You are in the baby step stage w/him.
Yeah.. perhaps I should think more of myself, because although I am my oldself.. of course I am also a new improved version of that, as I have learnt so much and I wouldnt go back to how I used to be, how I used to relate to people, specifically. Thats changed forever, for the better I hope.
Thanks Michelle.. so I am trying to dye a white flower red right now.. using red food colouring as it explains on the internet.. but its not changing colour! What am I doing wrong !?? Anyone ever tried this?
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
