Sometimes I think people make a decision they really don't want to, and quit, just to go ahead and have some type of conclusion. I don't want to do that...and I don't think that you do either.
This is hard, living this way, not knowing, etc.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.