But.. I also know from past experiences, that it has to get better then this!
And in looking back on the past few years there have been so many wonderful positives, and perhaps that is what keeps me going.
I have to stop being so "short sighted" and look at the big picture.
Today my D9 has her big appointment with the endocrynologist. I am actually looking forward to it, as hopefully I will get some of the answers to the reason behind her medical issues.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
